5:54 p.m. - Tuesday, Jun. 07, 2005
A hectic week
Pretty hectic day, my conclusion of today’s at work. This morning I wrote an entry half way, telling all good stuff, kinda excited feeling. But unfortunately, suddenly my pc hang and all the text was gone!!! A bad sign, and it was true. I need to confront a number of colleagues who are really2 selfish, stubborn, arrogant (the list continue..). Arghh !!! I just couldn’t force myself to present a smiley face in front of people for the rest of this day. They dun even care and try to understand my situation. Who they think they are. I hate when people mixing up personal matters with job. You hate me, its ok, I can take it, but do not make me like criminal, questioning a lot of things, like all that I am doing are wrong. Ok lah, I surrender, it was my mistake, puas hati? Sometimes, surrender or be humble is the best way when dealing with such people. Humble doesn’t mean that I am a loser. It just that the opponent that fail to control their selves. They didn’t realize it now but some day they will.

Oh yeah, I wanna highlight sumthin to you guys. Whoever have my cell phone number with maxis line, delete it from your address book coz I am not using it anymore. In fact, I have no idea where I had placed the sim card. Emm.. actually.. dun tell people huh.. I think, my old phone number had been sold in black market becoz of so many strange number came into my line, sms ing and miscall ing (huhu.. is it the right words, ahakss.. who cares anyway). So, better to take no more risk, buy a new number which happened to be nearly the same with my office number. So, I dun think I will reveal the number to everybody, whoever need it, just email me and I ‘ll give straight to u guys. Sometimes it is quite cool and good to be a lone ranger with nobody disturbing you. So far, not more than 10 people knew the number including my family. And I had made sure that those special people are sincere enough not to simply give it to anybody.

I sprained my hand or maybe sedikit salah urat. Last night, I had my housemate to massage my hand and ouchhh.. giler sakit. A good thing about my housemate, she is good at massaging, siap sedawa kemain lagi tu, banyak angin. And today, my hand already swollen and some bruise appear. My housemate keeps nagging, what have I done lately until the hand become very bad. I am not sure about that, probably becoz of the hard work at home during kenduri last weekend. I was very tired. Luckily the kenduri had been held on Sunday night so I had the whole day of Sunday to rest. So tired until I forgot about my friend’s wedding ceremony. Early Monday morning, I need to wake up early, as I had to send my brother first to JB before heading straight to Pasir Gudang.

One more story, and pliz dun tell people huh.. hehe. I have a problem to settle with two guys at my workplace. Both of them had asked me out with them. Ahaks.. the 1st guy is a bachelor but I can tell he is childish eventhough he is older than me, in fact he is shorter than me physically hehe. I dun know why he is very serious with the invitation, he gave a very non-concrete reason, symbol of appreciation as I had helped him with his OT claim allowances. Hehe.. the second guy is worse, already married with a few kids, and I know his wife very well. What the hell is going on? The wife is very2 kind and he is trying to main kayu 3 di belakang. I just couldn’t accept it. He is such a coward guy. Kirim salam belakang2, and asked people to convey the invitation for me. Is he has no more nose to become very shy or what? I knew since a long time ago that he likes me and my colleague, next table also feel the same thing. Hehehe.. I gave a condition to these 2 guys, we may go to lunch together but I’ll be accompanied by somebody else. If it is only two of us, sorry lah. Actually, my heart told me to just decline but my mind told me that nothing wrong about going out for lunch, save my budget whaatt.. hehe. For the 1st time only, but if it happened to be melarat2, then beware of what I am going to do. I dun want to be a negative thinker but I think these guys are only trying to menumpang senang, maaf cakap. I am not a rich chap, not from a rich family. But maybe becoz of my high position in HR will help people a lot, that’s mean be close to me will be a very big advantage. Besides, all people know how I treated akhi, how I help him when he is helpless. So, I see no reason why people will not try to take advantage on me, assuming that I’ll treat them as good as I had treated akhi last time. Oh my god.. if they think that way, they deserve the best flying kick from me.

Time to pen off. Not yet 6 o’clock but all people gone already, what happen? May be the traffic on PG highway is badly congested or jam. So, why staying alone here, chow…

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